I See Colour

26 09 2009

When one part of your life begins to form, another part crumbles. Or for me, at least.

I’ve been given such an amazing opportunity to be part of something I would so gladly do for free. Besides music, this is one gutter I wouldn’t mind falling into. How do I make the people I love trust that I can achieve this? How do I convince them this is not a self-destructive decision?

I can’t. That’s my problem.

It’s not like I haven’t tried. Believe me, I’ve been kicking and screaming this out for a long time. It came to the point where I was so desperate, I began to turn to rebellion. That helped. Sure. Stupid fuct up kid.

I’m thankful for this roof, shoes and food but how long must I be sheltered?

You can’t expect everyone to see colour when the world is generally black and white. You cannot assume everyone thinks like you.

Mommy, there will be change but I will stay the same.



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